Exploring with Diane
Date: 8/10/2015, Categories: Taboo, Author: Mysteria27, Rating: 33, Source: LushStories
I’m so nervous about getting married. I have only had sex with my fiancé and have no other experience with men. Recently, we made love and I guess it was okay. I have no way of knowing if he was fabulous or if he really sucked in bed. I want to experience love with other’s before walking down the aisle with my fiancé. My name is Diane. I’m twenty five years old. I know I’m very late to the game. I wanted to give myself to the man I married. But, my fiancé talked me into having it and I wanted to give myself to him. I thought it was really great, but I really have nothing to base it off of. He was very loving and very affectionate and he took his time with me. He has been with a lot of women in his lifetime. I think he really enjoyed being my first lover. He recently asked me to marry him. I accepted his marriage proposal, but I’m just so confused. I’ve never had a boyfriend or even a girlfriend. I've been a virgin all of my life. We have now made love maybe ten times, but I just don’t know if he's really the one for me. I love him and I want to be his wife, but I just want to make sure that I have sex with other’s before making this decision. I know that must sound so slutty, but I just want to make sure that he's everything sexually to me. To be married is a lifelong commitment. I love my fiancé but say he isn’t that great in bed. Say there are things that he doesn’t do. I mean it was everything I ever dreamed, but maybe there are things that he didn’t do that I would ...